What are you thinking about?

[Plague Kitty]

About to make some forum signatures with the Buffy The Vampire Slayer fonts



Yes, both of them!

[Chimera Doll]

please let things get better

[bloody-black-cupcakes]

Honestly? Suicide has been heavily on my mind...
Other than that, all the movies and video games coming out this year.

[Plague Kitty]

I'm thinking of going out into the living room and hanging out there for a bit. I just need some fucking space from my mom and everyone. I need a few moments to myself. In my head and in my guts, I feel like a lot of things are happening at once (even though nothing is happening). It's just chaotic.

I think I need to sit for a few minutes (in the silence) in order to fully calm down and let myself comprehend that NOTHING is going to hurt me. Nothing is happening and nothing will happen to me....

I need to feel safe. I feel really unsafe right now and I don't know where this feeling is coming from.....

[BlindMagLovett]

Dear god, I am so out of shape.

I really need to stick to this whole getting healthier thing now. Unless I want to buy a whole new wardrobe. And I sure as hell don't.

[Chimera Doll]

How for so long I've felt I needed to listen to Melanie Martinez and get more into her and her music. Way back when Dollhouse came out I instantly liked it a lot (can you guess why ) and I also got into Carousel awhile back too. Her style intrigues me very much and I feel I'm gonna end up loving her a lot. Not sure why I've put this off for so long but...

Today is the day that I will listen to her Cry Baby album, finally, I've decided! Reasons being I was on Last.fm a few days ago and she came up as a recommended artist, which I felt was a sign. Also I just watched a super random video about The Sims 4 and they had a Carousel instrumental playing which got me thinking about her so I looked her up and discovered something which is the biggest reason of all...that today is her birthday! So Happy Birthday to her! :D

[Plague Kitty]

I had a really tense week last week. I was paranoid, guilty, anxious and on the edge. All because of one little love Bea/Allie scene from Wentworth and my brother finding it..... Omg........ X.X

I'm really looking forward to just relaxing this entire week. Also, tomorrow I get to spend the monies (That word was mentioned in Orange Is The New Black ) on stuff!

[Chimera Doll]

How yummy this ice cream cake is, how much I've been enjoying Melanie Martinez's Cry Baby album and all the new stuff in GW2 for me to do!

[Plague Kitty]

My brother, who has introduced me to music, who collects vinyl records (but never actually plays them) doesn't understand why I "waste" (his words) my money on Bandcamp. When I said that I was directly supporting the band, he looked at me like I was stupid and then my mom laughed when he translated it to her in Spanish.

[Chimera Doll]

TBM's new released song and what all I have planned for today

[Plague Kitty]

Just one week and I get to move out into my cousin's guest house. *Sighs* Where I'll stay permanently until my sis finds an apartment.

[Chimera Doll]

Could this be it? Could I finally stop stressing so much and worrying?

[Plague Kitty]

I'm relaxing this entire week. And whatever my brother says to me? It'll go through one ear and then go out the other....

[Chimera Doll]

How tired I feel all of a sudden and how maybe I will finally get to sleep at a better time

[Plague Kitty]

How happy I am to wake up early, how I'm staying awake and also how it's Wednesday and I'm not stressed out. Not one bit (besides the freakout I just had in the rant thread ). And thinking about next week and how utterly silly I was this morning.