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Old 08-19-2017, 09:31 PM
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My mouth hurts even worse now! So much for "It'll only be sore for about two days!"
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Old 08-20-2017, 06:21 AM
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I don't have to think about my cousin's party (or any other party!) anymore. Now, I can just think about normal daily life which pretty much consists of wishing I had an endless supply of fruity pebble cereal (I'm tired of cocoa puff :/), keeping my health in check like what I eat, how much I eat, house chores and Netflix. Then sleep at 5am and waking up at 3pm and feeling no shame at all. Just ready to do it all over again the next day! Now, even more with my mom not really spending any time here! I love her (even if she makes me feel pressured and stupid) and we do have our "Good Days" but at the same time, I need some time to myself. I'm 26, single as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck (sometimes happy with that little fact, some nights, not so much) but I need my lovely privacy, okay? I just wanna feel like a 26 year old and I can't feel that age when she is here. I'm really sorry to say that but that's the truth!

It's a total different feeling when she (and my sis and anyone else!) isn't here. I feel it and sense it. Something.......something changes and the air is definitely different too. I don't know, it just shifts when no one is here and it's just me. Lighter, happier, freeing, safer (I'm safe with her because she obviously protects me but it's a different type of safe, like that "It's okay to be me 100%" type of safeness-like if I wanna lip sync out of nowhere while sweeping the floor Which i totally don't do! Ahem! )
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Old 08-20-2017, 12:55 PM
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how today is gonna go and feeling excited :D
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Old 08-20-2017, 10:01 PM
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........................can women in Lifetime movies STOP CRYING AND SOUNDING LIKE THEY'RE HAVING SEX?!?!?!?!? It's awkward as fuck when my mom watches them and I'm just sitting here, wondering what the fuck they're doing on TV and when I finally get the nerve to look, they're just sitting there crying because of some stalker ex wife or stalker boyfriend/husband/stranger whatever is torturing them! I hate those type of Lifetime movies, I swear! I think that subject has been done to death. I mean, didn't they make a movie called "Fear" with Mark Walhberg?!? (my brother's ex-gf showed me the movie and I got scared because.......a certain "freaky thing" is shown in the movie ) However, they do have a couple good movies that I actually like!

May I Sleep With Danger? (2017 lesbian vampire movie)

Not Like Anyone Else (A girl in high school gets bullied and they all think she's a witch because she dresses all Goth-ish. Watched this movie a bunch of times in high school )

Anyway, just think about what to watch on Netflix tonight. Probably The Defenders :3
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Old 08-21-2017, 01:35 PM
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Solar Eclipse and how I should focus more on it. I am interested but I just don't think I'll see much where I am idk xD
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Old 08-24-2017, 04:06 PM
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Old 08-25-2017, 10:29 PM
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On Bandcamp, browsing for new music. Lovely way to end this strange, depressing week.
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Old 08-26-2017, 01:04 AM
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How I've been going to bed earlier but still doesn't seem good enough
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Old 08-26-2017, 02:59 AM
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I'm gonna eat some cereal later on and watch something on Netflix that makes me feel really good. *sighs* I'm still a little hungry.

I'm not gonna let it ruin my entire night and I refuse to cry over it! I'm never eating dinner this late while watching the news and I'm never waiting on dinner like that again. Next time, she goes to my cousin's house, I'm just gonna fix something for myself. If she brings me something, great, I'll eat it the next day. But this? Never again. Not while the fucking news is on. Fuck that shit.
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Old 08-27-2017, 05:18 AM
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I need a job dammit
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Old 08-27-2017, 06:39 AM
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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, it's been a long time since I've listened to Flyleaf! :O
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Old 08-27-2017, 07:20 PM
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How the Game of Thrones finale is tonight and I still gotta watch the last aired episode with CV and won't be able to watch either of them for a few days or so. Poor CV doesn't have his lappietoppie

Also hoping no one here will talk about spoilers. PLEASE DON'T! I will get super pisssed off :s haven't signed into Facebook for over a week to avoid spoilers and staying off basically all social media except here on VP. If you wanna mention anything, please use the spoiler tag! Click HERE to see how to use it as well as other BB codes available

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Old 08-28-2017, 08:11 AM
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I seriously hate when my cousin invites us all out on a fucking whim! I was watching TV, all nice and relaxed with my mom and then when she gets the phone call, she hurried me up to get dressed! I barely had time to properly brush my hair and grab my bag or at least some sunglasses! :/ I just grabbed my phone, earphones and a grey/purple flannel blouse. I felt so naked without my sunglasses and bag I really can not be without them!
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Old 08-28-2017, 12:36 PM
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What a shit day today has been at work and how that seller is taking the piss.
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Old 08-28-2017, 02:09 PM
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How much I really mean to friends, if anything. I sound and feel incredibly whiny, clingy, and stupid, but I've been wondering it almost constantly. I've only got two close friends and I've had them for years, and I know it's perfectly okay to not talk much or go days/weeks whatever without talking. It's just that we won't talk at all unless I'm the one to start it up and ask how things are going. If I don't, they pretty much never will. It just hurts that no one asks me anything, that they won't know what's going on unless I bring it up.

And I'm horrible at talking in general, but because I've been friends with them for so long it always came easy, but lately I've just become so anxious when I try to tell them anything. Everything I say gets very short replies that feel careless, and I end up feeling stupid for trying. There's so much I don't even tell them anymore, good and bad, because it just feels like they've completely lost interest in me.

Anyway, I usually don't rant like that I don't like complaining but I just felt like saying it in a safe place. I'd talk to them about it like I should, but I feel anxious talking to them about things I'm happy about, I'd never be able to bring up anything "bad".
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