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Old 08-11-2017, 10:20 PM
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I wish my last post here was still true. Things have been going pretty good overall lately and now this one stupid thing -.-
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Old 08-12-2017, 04:12 AM
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It went pretty well today (all things considered). Just went and got my blood taken and that was it. Didn't talk to the doc like I wanted but whatever. Hopefully I won't go back next week! I'm so fucking tired. Like, I get it, it's for my own well-being but do I have to go once a week? But enough docs now because I'm fucking tired and I've been worried about them for 2 weeks and I wanna move on. *sighs in frustration* Just thinking about what the hell I'm going to wear tomorrow. Heading to Palmdale for a 2-day stay at my cousin's house. Tomorrow, we're just visiting, chilling and spending the night. Then on Sunday, there's a party for someone.

Then *laughs at how fucking busy August is becoming for me* on the 19th, I'm going to Santa Ana to visit my father's cousin's to celebrate one of their b-day's (as well as my nephew's). I remember when I visited them as a little girl, one of my cousin's daughter's friend was staying over and we always played "Mommy" Like, she'd pretend to get my pregnant, I'd pretend to pop the baby out and then we'd take care of the baby together. She said she was the other "mommy" The next day, she'd be the one that got pregnant and we'd just take turns and lock the door so no one would come in. I remember getting sapphic vibes from her. I ended up giving her my Halloween II (Michael Myers!) VHS and she gave me something but I think I lost it or my mom threw it away by mistake. Hmmmm.

*Snaps out of it* I don't know why but I hope she's still friends with my cousin's daughter and I'll see her I'll wear my Sapphic Musk tank top and my new short, corset-laced skirt with my black/purple striped stockings. Hopefully........I get her number and hopefully she remembers me! Hopefully my Sapphic Musk tank top calls her out and lures her to me Please remember me and please be there! *Crosses fingers!*
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Old 08-12-2017, 02:28 PM
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^ Wishing you luck that you see her again!

Wondering when this cold will go away Can't stand all this coughing and headaches anymore
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Old 08-13-2017, 01:22 AM
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^ thanks! :3 wishing you get over the cough!

Thinking about calling it an early night. Horrible fucking Friday. Couldn't even get in the family pool because the ladder was a little too high and I just couldn't get in. Whatever. Then 10 minutes ago, I hit the cupboard door because I was too busy being nervous and worried about stepping on my cousin's dog that wouldn't fucking move!!!!!!!! I only ate 3 slices of pizza. I'm not really hungry Anymore. I just wanna go to sleep, get tomorrow fucking over with and go back home :'(
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Old 08-18-2017, 04:11 AM
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Sometimes I really love seeing my old posts randomly when I view old threads....
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Old 08-18-2017, 02:06 PM
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how sad today is, maybe it's part of the reason why I felt weird when I woke up. I dunno but it's a sad day
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Old 08-18-2017, 09:52 PM
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I'm TRYING to think of anything but that.

It's not working.
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Old 08-18-2017, 10:54 PM
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Since I slept 9 hours (), I'm probably not going to sleep tonight. The party is at 3pm and we have to be out of the house by 2pm. Party should end (hopefully!) at midnight so I'll be dead tired. Can't drink because I'm taking pills for my allergy.

Just thinking how much I enjoyed last night, watching lesbian movies (finally watched a movie I've been wanting to see but couldn't for obvious reasons like my mom being here). I gotta say, it was a great way to end my time being alone. Just watching lesbian movies (and a horror movie, The Shining) and drinking mango juice, just having a really great time overall, enjoying some scenes and just laughing at the ridiculousness of the entire plot (if you can call it that) and the weird, what the fuck moment at the end of the "BHM" movie. Too shy to say title Anywayyyyyyyy~!!!! The party is sadly over. Mom is coming back in a few hours. I have to confess that I am really, really, really, reallyyyyyy sad that she's coming back. But I'm more than happy with the memories of my week being alone. I'll just hang on to them and cherish them because I don't think I'll be left alone ever again. If I don't get another chance, I won't bitch and moan because I'll have the memories and the emotions that came with them!

*Stretches* Mmmmm yup, as a 26 year old and with the lovely, carefree, relaxed week, I just had....it's safe to say that I feel like a 26 year old. When my mom is here, I just feel really stupid, pressured, anxious and scrutinized. Then again, sometimes I feel good when she's around. We joke around and stuff. *sighs* Anyway, yeah, I had a really great week and that's not something I say a lot.
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Old 08-18-2017, 11:07 PM
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Old 08-18-2017, 11:37 PM
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How great it is that my internet/computer/not really sure seems so much faster atm. I notice that happens sometimes when my modem resets so I guess it's my internet and that I cleared my browser's cookies and cache and stuff :D
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How weird it is to reply to a thread here on a computer as opposed to mobile. This one here is my first in awhile XD
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Old 08-19-2017, 10:31 PM
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My mouth hurts even worse now! So much for "It'll only be sore for about two days!"
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Old 08-20-2017, 07:21 AM
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I don't have to think about my cousin's party (or any other party!) anymore. Now, I can just think about normal daily life which pretty much consists of wishing I had an endless supply of fruity pebble cereal (I'm tired of cocoa puff :/), keeping my health in check like what I eat, how much I eat, house chores and Netflix. Then sleep at 5am and waking up at 3pm and feeling no shame at all. Just ready to do it all over again the next day! Now, even more with my mom not really spending any time here! I love her (even if she makes me feel pressured and stupid) and we do have our "Good Days" but at the same time, I need some time to myself. I'm 26, single as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck (sometimes happy with that little fact, some nights, not so much) but I need my lovely privacy, okay? I just wanna feel like a 26 year old and I can't feel that age when she is here. I'm really sorry to say that but that's the truth!

It's a total different feeling when she (and my sis and anyone else!) isn't here. I feel it and sense it. Something.......something changes and the air is definitely different too. I don't know, it just shifts when no one is here and it's just me. Lighter, happier, freeing, safer (I'm safe with her because she obviously protects me but it's a different type of safe, like that "It's okay to be me 100%" type of safeness-like if I wanna lip sync out of nowhere while sweeping the floor Which i totally don't do! Ahem! )
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Old 08-20-2017, 01:55 PM
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how today is gonna go and feeling excited :D
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........................can women in Lifetime movies STOP CRYING AND SOUNDING LIKE THEY'RE HAVING SEX?!?!?!?!? It's awkward as fuck when my mom watches them and I'm just sitting here, wondering what the fuck they're doing on TV and when I finally get the nerve to look, they're just sitting there crying because of some stalker ex wife or stalker boyfriend/husband/stranger whatever is torturing them! I hate those type of Lifetime movies, I swear! I think that subject has been done to death. I mean, didn't they make a movie called "Fear" with Mark Walhberg?!? (my brother's ex-gf showed me the movie and I got scared because.......a certain "freaky thing" is shown in the movie ) However, they do have a couple good movies that I actually like!

May I Sleep With Danger? (2017 lesbian vampire movie)

Not Like Anyone Else (A girl in high school gets bullied and they all think she's a witch because she dresses all Goth-ish. Watched this movie a bunch of times in high school )

Anyway, just think about what to watch on Netflix tonight. Probably The Defenders :3
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