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Hopefully, I don't lie down or lean back my head and fall asleep D: I'll take a break once I hit chapter four. Continue until dinnertime and then go to sleep. Then continue tomorrow morning! No Facebook for me today. Oh wait, scratch that. I have to go to Facebook because I have to give someone my email so they could send me the new Persephone album
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How hungry and excited I am to eat leftover Chinese food and how it's pretty funny how much I love it xD
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Thinking about buying myself the Carmilla movie on Feb.14th! Along with a bottle of red wine and some chocolate-covered cherries. For dinner, I'm thinking spaghetti & meatballs or something?
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How tired I feel and how I should go to bed early then >.>
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I got in a minor car accident 2 days ago. We were in the middle lane and traffic was slowing down. 3 kids were in the very backseat. Me and my sis were in the middle and my cousin and her husband (who was driving) were in front of us. I was listening to Digital Daggers and trying to calm down (we were on our way to a Chinese buffet and places like that make me even more anxious). When all of a sudden, we felt something hit us. I let out a scream once it made impact (a little bit harder) again. I started crying (either from the shock or once again, in the month of February, something awful happens) and my sister screamed at me, "Crystal, you're okay! Stop crying!". I think I told her to fuck off or something? I don't know, we were both screaming at each other for a little bit. I shut up and stared straight ahead, angrily. My hands were sweated and I couldn't stop shaking. The guy (who was driving a trailer truck!) confessed that he was on his FUCKING PHONE, CHECKING A TEXT MESSAGE AND WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION! Like what the fuck?!?!?!? I was enraged inside but yet still shocked. It wasn't until the highway patrol came that I finally moved and stopped staring straight ahead. I don't know if my eyes blinked. My cousin's husband told us that if he didn't let go of the brakes, the trailer truck could have crashed into us and it would have been much worse. I'm so happy he did that and we came out okay in the end.
Uhm, when the car finally moved, I clutched my hands together and tensed up. Once the car was parked in a parking lot somewhere in Burbank, we found out that the buffet place was closed :/ We met up with another cousin of mine (and his girlfriend) and we went to t some place called Wood Ranch. I swear, waitresses are such kissasses and desperate people ![]() ![]() ![]() I mostly kept to myself and looked down at my food. I occasionally looked up and around, hoping someone would notice that I was not okay but no one made a move or had any intentions of calming me down. I was seriously alone. I felt like nobody cared at all about me and that I was overreacting. That was the vibe I was picking up on. Once back home, my mom wasn't surprised that I was crying. My sis told her (in a calm voice) that she told me that I was okay. I wanted to call utter bullshit on that but I kept my lips sealed tight and let it go. The next day, while showering, I realized that everyone dealt with shit differently. A bit later, after I fixed myself something to eat, my sis enters our house and she sits down on the couch. All of a sudden, I hear her scream 'HOW ARE YOU?!?!?!?!!" in the most........obnoxious way possible! As if I were deaf or mentally challenged. 1) I'm not deaf. I'm not mentally challenged. I could fucking hear her. 2) I just went through something (I've never been in a car accident) so I'm very fragile. DO NOT FUCKING SCREAM AT ME LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, I'm thankful that she asked me (I answered with a lie, that I was fine-I was not fine at all) but could she do it in a way that shows that she actually gives a fuck about me? Everyone seemed to move on and appeared okay. I was the only fucking one that wasn't alright. Anyway, yesterday, I finally got on FB and what my mom and sister SHOULD HAVE SAID, my FB friends told me instead ![]() ![]() Lately, I've been closing myself off by listening to music (very loudly), not talking to anybody (only when I REALLY need to!) and making digital art or Youtube or Netflix. I feel like it's the best thing for me right now.
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Thinking of buying a 5x7 art print along with 2 mini limited edition prints on a monthly basis. Shipping is free on her website so like why the fuck now?! It works really well with my Paypal balance and there's still plenty of room to buy whatever else (music, socks, tote bags and stuff)! I seriously can't stop thinking about that mermaid art print! Weirdly enough, she resembles the woman of my dreams (quite literally).
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