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Old 11-01-2017, 12:13 AM
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^ How dare you! welcome back! Not the same without you

I am admitting that I feel like refusing Halloween to be over with. It just came and went so fast, like most days
It is still Halloween in other time zones damnit!! And besides, everyday is Halloween!
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Old 11-04-2017, 08:02 AM
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At first, I thought it was me that over-hyped the whole "Omfg, it's Halloween and I'm gonna have a lovely night and nothing can ruin it!" for the entire year. But now, I think it was just the worst timing of the Dodgers World Series game. I'm not too much into baseball so I don't know if it's always been held during the month of October but...it's just the worst timing. Halloween and Baseball?!? Uhm, what the fuck?!?

I'm grateful and I appreciate that my sis included me at all but I really wish she hadn't! I would have honestly preferred to just stay the fuck home. My cousin mistook me for a "dead waitress" when I was CLEARLY dressed as a Gothic version of Alice: Madness Returns. That kind of annoyed me but whatever. However, they said my outfit was cute and I got a really good laugh at my cousin's daughter's comment. "Are you a Goth?" It's funny that she noticed it on Halloween but never on a normal day
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Old 11-16-2017, 09:07 AM
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^ How dare you! welcome back! Not the same without you
I'm sorry! D: Anyway, d'awwww, thanks dolly!

I confess that it's been a while since I was able to talk to a woman like this. A really long while! It's fun, it's new, it's sexy, it's freeing!:D I know I sometimes think about (in my head, anyway, I don't think I've expressed it here? :O) wanting a girlfriend. How I look at the empty spot on my Queen-sized bed and imagine someone laying there, with their arms wrapped around me and stroking my hair and arms. How sometimes I look at the pillow besides me, caress it and then close my eyes while listening to whatever I'm into that week and the sadness and longings all stop and are silenced.

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuut! Sometimes, when I don't want anything serious (like tonight and how I'm able to escape those torturous thoughts/aches/longings for a night), I just wanna lose control and have fun! And I found that with Claire I met her on DeviantArt. As long as we both understand that this is a "No-Strings-Attached" thing then we're gooooood! We can talk about things but also have fun on the side. I don't wanna say we're friends with benefits because I just fucking met her last week

Ooo! I have a stupid joke! :D DeviantArt! The new Tinder for lesbians! **
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Old 11-17-2017, 01:33 AM
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I've been slacking more lately D:
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Old 11-29-2017, 07:30 PM
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Fuchsia Angel just messaged me and she typed this:

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and I will throw in the poster and anything else that i can find in the suitcase of doom. hehe.
"Suitcase Of Doom"....."Doom".......why does that sound so damn sexy? Excuse me while I melt into a puddle of fangirl-isms! I confess that she can throw ME against the wall anytime she wants! Omg, I need to stop typing now and go back to making forum signatures for someone. Fantasy over. For now
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Old 12-01-2017, 05:13 PM
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I feel bad for not coming on for literally months. x.x It feels like I'm abandoning this place. Despite the fact I still end up thinking about it a lot. Something will happen and I'll think, "I should post that in *insert thread name here*!" Then I never do.

I blame how chaotic my life has become lately. I should still try and be on more.
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Old 12-02-2017, 09:15 PM
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I've been slacking on things I did not want to slack on but overall life is a lot better. Not sure exactly why or even how but I'm really enjoying it and thankful
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It's getting increasingly hard to want to keep trying.
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Old 12-05-2017, 02:03 AM
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I got really distracted tonight and should be in bed but I want to get some things done before sleeping
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Old 12-06-2017, 12:12 AM
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There's very little that makes me feel genuine happiness lately. Two of the biggest ones seem to be conflicting. Which fucking sucks.

But I won't give up either if I have any say in it. I'll make it work somehow.
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Yet again, getting more in tune with my inner Moxxi is easing my ridiculous anxiety lately a bit. Not completely or even a lot. But more than anything else.

I even had the random realization that I have a weirdly specific thing in common with her. Namely, I tend to sound a bit more country if I speak fully naturally (or play Borderlands 2 too much), but I stop myself, especially through text.
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Old 12-09-2017, 12:05 AM
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I take things way too personally at times, when it's probably not even about me. Which is super embarrassing and something I'm trying to recognize more in myself and change for the better.

Also admitting I've been trying to self reflect for awhile now and be more self aware, especially of my flaws
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Old 12-09-2017, 12:38 AM
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I'm never quite sure if I really have a legitimate reason to be worried about something someone does or if I'm being paranoid and overthinking it, so I miss a lot of times when I probably could have talked things out with people because I don't want to be one of THOSE people.
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I know that I always hype this "I'm gonna have a great day and nothing will ruin it!" all up and then when something goes terribly wrong, I let that fuck things up and I get all depressed. But I want to do things differently this time around. Like I'll try to move past it, enjoy the moment and/or try to make the best of it. If I feel uncomfortable (at my cousin's house during a family gathering) just standing around, I'll try to find somewhere to be so I don't feel awkward and I WILL NOT RETREAT TO MY GUEST HOUSE NO MATTER WHAT! Unless they're joking about sex and stuff then that is always my cue to leave and my mom and sis understand/forgive why I leave.
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Old 12-09-2017, 10:32 PM
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I really want an allegation to not be true D:
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