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^ Stuffy eyes sounds painful.
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How different this new year is gonna be and hoping it will be a continuation of goodness from 2017
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I can't believe it's almost 2018. I really hope it goes so much better than the last two years.
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How another year is gone already. How fast time seems to go
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Thinking about what my mom told me a few days ago *sighs* :/ She told me that I should be buying things that I need and will be using. So, no more posters, fridge magnets or t-shirts (since I have a whole lot). However~!!!!!!!!!!!! She allowed me to buy 3 songs (or 1 digital album if I want) per month so that's cool!
Although, I have to ask her if tote bags and lapel pins are a part of the "need/will use until it's broken or fading" category. Edit: Soooooooooooooooo, I think it'll be until April or May where I will finally have Curve songs in my lovely music collection. My mom told me I have to buy only 3 songs (or 1 digital album) a month. I already bought 2 songs this morning. So, I have 1 more song to buy *siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh!* This wouldn't be so painful if I didn't want her music THIS MUCH! I don't know, it just feels right listening to her music. Anyway! Until then, I should get started on making album covers! ![]() ![]() Last edited by Plague Kitty; 01-03-2018 at 01:01 AM. |
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how damn lucky I am
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How good those homemade stuffed shells were
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How nice it would be to be a dad at moment. I feel like I could be a good father, but I'm long not ready for a kid.
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^ I think you'd be a great father
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How hungry and excited I am to eat leftover Chinese food and how it's pretty funny how much I love it xD
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How tired I feel and how I should go to bed early then >.>
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I got in a minor car accident 2 days ago. We were in the middle lane and traffic was slowing down. 3 kids were in the very backseat. Me and my sis were in the middle and my cousin and her husband (who was driving) were in front of us. I was listening to Digital Daggers and trying to calm down (we were on our way to a Chinese buffet and places like that make me even more anxious). When all of a sudden, we felt something hit us. I let out a scream once it made impact (a little bit harder) again. I started crying (either from the shock or once again, in the month of February, something awful happens) and my sister screamed at me, "Crystal, you're okay! Stop crying!". I think I told her to fuck off or something? I don't know, we were both screaming at each other for a little bit. I shut up and stared straight ahead, angrily. My hands were sweated and I couldn't stop shaking. The guy (who was driving a trailer truck!) confessed that he was on his FUCKING PHONE, CHECKING A TEXT MESSAGE AND WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION! Like what the fuck?!?!?!? I was enraged inside but yet still shocked. It wasn't until the highway patrol came that I finally moved and stopped staring straight ahead. I don't know if my eyes blinked. My cousin's husband told us that if he didn't let go of the brakes, the trailer truck could have crashed into us and it would have been much worse. I'm so happy he did that and we came out okay in the end.
Uhm, when the car finally moved, I clutched my hands together and tensed up. Once the car was parked in a parking lot somewhere in Burbank, we found out that the buffet place was closed :/ We met up with another cousin of mine (and his girlfriend) and we went to t some place called Wood Ranch. I swear, waitresses are such kissasses and desperate people ![]() ![]() ![]() I mostly kept to myself and looked down at my food. I occasionally looked up and around, hoping someone would notice that I was not okay but no one made a move or had any intentions of calming me down. I was seriously alone. I felt like nobody cared at all about me and that I was overreacting. That was the vibe I was picking up on. Once back home, my mom wasn't surprised that I was crying. My sis told her (in a calm voice) that she told me that I was okay. I wanted to call utter bullshit on that but I kept my lips sealed tight and let it go. The next day, while showering, I realized that everyone dealt with shit differently. A bit later, after I fixed myself something to eat, my sis enters our house and she sits down on the couch. All of a sudden, I hear her scream 'HOW ARE YOU?!?!?!?!!" in the most........obnoxious way possible! As if I were deaf or mentally challenged. 1) I'm not deaf. I'm not mentally challenged. I could fucking hear her. 2) I just went through something (I've never been in a car accident) so I'm very fragile. DO NOT FUCKING SCREAM AT ME LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, I'm thankful that she asked me (I answered with a lie, that I was fine-I was not fine at all) but could she do it in a way that shows that she actually gives a fuck about me? Everyone seemed to move on and appeared okay. I was the only fucking one that wasn't alright. Anyway, yesterday, I finally got on FB and what my mom and sister SHOULD HAVE SAID, my FB friends told me instead ![]() ![]() Lately, I've been closing myself off by listening to music (very loudly), not talking to anybody (only when I REALLY need to!) and making digital art or Youtube or Netflix. I feel like it's the best thing for me right now. Last edited by Plague Kitty; 03-08-2018 at 02:24 AM. |
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How different things feel in life and how it's so much better currently
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I still can't believe we're living semi on our own now. It's been almost a month and it still trips me out.
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How this time of year is bittersweet but mostly just sad for me and how that feeling brings me back to this place - where I remember feeling happy and not alone.
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